just breathe

I have an optimistic attitude today right now about going back to work. The reasons? Dahlia is napping without me right now. She has been sucking a pacifier which helps me be at ease about Marti being able to have one more trick up her sleeve when she needs calmed. The new bottle is slowly working. Jeremiah is going to stay home on Tuesdays to keep her. I am having a practice drop-off with Marti tomorrow, so I can get my timing down.

I might post again later with all of my worries, but for now I can take a big breath and be thankful for all of our blessings.